Thank you's in our lives

Woah ! Its been a long time since i wrote, I will try to back post and catch up on few things that have happened since November. But in the mean time I will start from today... of how I feel...

Last night on my way back home after having 'hot chocolate' (I'm addicted to it ) with a friend, I walked half the way and took a bus for some part. I was getting out from the bus at its last stop and was one of 4 people getting out there, as I got down I heard the girl who got down after me say aloud ' Khop-khun ka' or Thank you to the bus driver.

This simple gesture warmed my heart and had me with a smile :) Its such a simple thing of thanking the person for driving you... I want to foster that mindset, instead of getting bogged down by whats not good, start to truly appreciate the people around you for even the smallest thing they do. Life is gonna be much better as I keep improving on this !!!

Last couple of months has been tough on me, I have desperately missed the sense of control and achievement that I have been used to in the past...things have been chaotic and out of my control...to the extent of being depressed. But at the same time I understood that the choice was mine.. to keep brooding over things or to move on and be positive.

I think I have couple of tough months ahead... but I feel better prepared now. Feel that I cannot and do not need to be responsible for everything around me... and the sense of self confidance I lost is coming back to me

:) This is how I feel right now !